…. cause I give up right about now. I had so many things on my list to do today. Being sick and being full of PMS had other plans for me though. I could barely keep my eyes open. Not much of anything has gotten done. I still have projects to complete for clients. I am turning on the coffee now. I will get my to do’s done. I am feeling much better right now.

But, feeling better came after falling asleep in the middle of the day. Feeling better came after burning all of dinner. There is no dinner. It’s all burnt. Ruined. Completely ruined. Which was the breaking point for a crying session and feeling very failurey (is that a word, it should totally be a word for that feeling you get during PMS!) Thank goodness my husband is so understanding and sweet — he took my debit card and went to get the kids some frozen pizzas at the grocery store and reminded me that it’s okay, dinner doesn’t have to be perfect or awesome and I’m allowed to not feel well now and then. The problem is I feel not well about half of every month! I want it to go away.

So, now here I am with my cup of coffee feeling a little better and I’m getting to work. Gee it’s only 8:00 PM! About time I got something done, right?

OH, tomorrow we supposedly get the van back. If not I think our insurance agent is going to pitch a fit. And I’m still waiting for my mother in law to call back and say “yes” or “no” to the older two boys spending a couple days at her house this weekend. They are of course excited and now they’ve been left hanging. I hate that. If we get the van I think we’ll have to make a trip to Busch Gardens this weekend. Yes, that could be a great relief for all of us I think.